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what the hell is going on??? lets see for 4 months we hangout and what not we get closer then we have been in a long time and now what happens you take it all out on me your so damn childish. You were right i should have just been wit someone else from the very begin i should have never given up that person i had from the begin to be wit you... you used to give me sooooo much shit for cheatin on you and look what you did... you did the same thing i did just 100 times more then i did... i dont care anymore you wanna act like a bitch go ahead steve can have you i dont really care i got enough sex the past 4 months to last me til im 25... i dont want to think about you any more i wish the memories i have us would all go away... ok and to steve that had nothing to do about you... i just want to say im sorry for what happened you have nothing to worry about anymore you can have her im done.... sorry
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[08 Sep 2005|12:02pm] |
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Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse
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[03 Aug 2005|01:40pm] |
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(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
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| dont say i lost you forever |
[02 Jun 2005|03:45pm] |
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Im going crazy... no matter how hard i try i just cant let go of things what is wrong wit me? maybe ur just the one person i was meant to be wit and blew it? what am i supposed to do now then?
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Lets start this again for real
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
Come on let me hold you touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
Touch you feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
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| it was nice to see you friday!!! |
[12 May 2005|12:33pm] |
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I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didnt know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cuz' I didn't know you
Cuz' I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt..
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
right here,
Cause baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please come back
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There aint nobody better
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please come back
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
We belong together
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[22 Apr 2005|12:22pm] |
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well im lost here.... it seems like i let everything slip through my fingers i miss up peoples lifes.... maybe i was wrong to stay here maybe i should have left when i had the chance instead of staying here hoping things would be different. just one more tally mark to add to the list of fuck ups........
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[08 Apr 2005|10:48pm] |
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going crazy... natalie |
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hey just wanted to say whats up 2 everyone hi kara i love you well thats everyone lol never forget 03-22-04 love always and forever...... I<3U!!! Eric
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[31 Mar 2005|09:30pm] |
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UMMM yea i miss you and i want you back i love you kara ford!!!
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[09 Feb 2005|11:31am] |
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Kenny Chesney: The woman Wit you |
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Well this week is going by fast jason is coming home thursday this week and gonna chill here that night and then friday i have to work at 10 and so does he and then friday night no idea what im doing... saturday have to work and then im for sure gonna go play basketball wit jason and jessie and jessica and cory and shanna and eric and hopefully scott and luigi sunday no idea again monday is v-day and dont have anyone to spend it with this year... if you wouold like be my valentine call me lol i love you kara xoxox
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[26 Jan 2005|11:21am] |
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Baby lets be us again!!! |
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This week is gonna suck i can already tell.... yesterday you left me you said you needed a break. i dont know what to do all i can hope for is that your break dont last long and you come back to me soon. I spent last night wit you and we cuddled and kissed and hugged and held hands just like we always have. you told me you loved me and kissed me goodnight, i miss being together already your the love of my life. I love you kara see you tonight when you get outta work baby i love you wit all my heart xoxox
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[23 Jan 2005|12:10pm] |
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Beautiful Soul: Jesse M |
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Yesterday was mine and karas 10 months... i love you sooo much kara im sooo glad that im wit you. you have made my life so much better and sooo much happy, i love you wit all my heart baby. happy 10 months i love you baby xoxox
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[18 Jan 2005|04:13pm] |
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I love you kara |
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Just thought i would update a lil since kara tells me i never do LOL... Havent been up to much lately just working and bowling and seeing kara... i totally understand why ur gettin mad im sorry and i promise its gonna change. Its just really hard for me cuase i dont wanna lose you i love you wit all my heart baby... ur the best thing that has ever happened to me and i wouldnt know what to do wit out you 3-22-04 best day of my life :)
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[06 Jan 2005|11:17am] |
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Post anonymously, say anything. How much you hate me, how much you love me, how much you can't stand me, how much more you want to spend time/talk with me. How ugly I am. whatever. Be honest. Post this in your livejournal to find out what people think about you
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[24 Dec 2004|04:55pm] |
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this christmas is gonna suck cause i dont have you to share it with i miss you more and more everyday and i just wish that we could be back like we have always been i love you kara and i miss you xoxoxox oh yea have a merry christmas everyone
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| FUCKING SWEET |
[03 Dec 2004|11:34am] |
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the 89x stole christmas concert fucking rocked it was soooo fun i had such a good time thanks for taking me kara i love you so much thanks baby :)
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| heart break |
[18 Nov 2004|10:38am] |
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Your all i ever wanted Nsync |
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Well today isnt going good. i have lost the best thing in my life and that was you kara i know you think that stuff was happining between me and sam but it wasnt and i wish you could believe me. i gave you my heart and there was no room for anyone else. I gave my heart to you because from the first time that i held your hand and the first time that i felt your lips i knew that i had found the girl that i was looking for and could love forever. you have made the bigest impact on my life. the love we shared made me a better person and and showed me that there was someone out there that i could fall in love with and wanna be with and express my love back to. i wish that you could just believe me and understand that i didnt do anything and i didnt cheat on you and that our relationship wasnt just one big lie. the love i gave you and showed you was all true and came from my heart. i fell in love with you and didnt want anyone else in my life except for you. Im sorry that all this has happened and i ask that you please think about what has happened and you read this and see just how much i cared about you and maybe you will realize that you have my whole heart and there is nothing left for anyone else, i love you kara and i pray to god that somehow we can become one again i love you kara xoxo.
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[10 Nov 2004|10:04am] |
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whiskey liaby(sp) lol |
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well the weekend was fun hangout wit kara and my friend eric went out wit my dad karas birthday was monday i hope you had a great birthday i love you soo much. monday night not so well.... but its ok i love you kara and im not gonna leave you so you have nothing to worry about! i love you xxoxox
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| Couldnt ask for any one more perfect |
[22 Oct 2004|10:07am] |
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Happy 7 months baby i love you sooo much and cant wait to see you tonight i love you kara xoxoxoxoxox
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[17 Oct 2004|10:12am] |
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kara singing in my car last night FUNNY!! lol |
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well this weekend was fun friday night me and kara hungout til leanne got home and then we all chilled at her house. saturday was my dads b-day so i hungout wit him for a lil while and then i went and picked up kara from work, went and got some food and hungout at her house for a lil and then went back to leanne's we left at like 1115 and YEAH!
P.S i love you so much kara diann ford your the best thing i have ever had in my life i dont know what i would do with out you i love you baby oxoxoxox
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[09 Oct 2004|12:29pm] |
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over an over again: Nelly Tim McGraw |
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Well centrals homecoming is tonight and thats cool im going wit kara so it should be cool the homecoming game sucked cuase it rained we left after half time and went to megs. i have worked all week which is good and bad i get paid so thats good but i dont have that much time to see kara and my friends. someone keyed my car yesterday...... well i just got home from getting my hair cut so im going to go shower. call me if you need to talk to me. I LOVE YOU KARA FORD!!! :) peace out all.
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